The beds are seperate.
I do not want to live in a world like this.
"Please live for me..."
Life.
Is life worth living for someone else?
Fuck It.

Subject: my inspiration, my hero, my friend ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I say too much and I probably do. And I say things because I think it's okay and the right time and then I ruin everything. Well... this hasn't happened yet, but I think of what I wrote and I think of what you said and I don't know if it was okay to write the things I wrote knowing what you said. I hope you know that I agree ( Read more... )

There are things I "need" to do... things I don't really "need" to do. I find JY in the back of my head asking, "Is it true?" Oh how I miss those two years where I felt like it was just the two of us sneaking around and saving the world. I bet she's still saving the world while I'm here trying to find my place in it ( Read more... )

Oddline is over-- yay. Not that I don't love oddline, but my room looks like a tornado went through it and left a trail of purple and yellow ( Read more... )

So I'm at work, being bored and I stumbled onto something that has amazing potential-- Disney College. So I've spent about half an hour reserching it and I can go to school to become a Disney Character-- I just need to be between 4-5' or 6-6'3"(which I'm not). But I could go to their college to be a custodian, housekeeper, or vellet person. Also ( Read more... )

... but of all these friends and lovers there is no one compared with you ( Read more... )

I love Linda- so observant, smart, and real. I had fun yesterday talking with her on the way to Heather's house; and then playing games with her, Heahter, and Toby on the way back. Yesterday was a pleasant day-- good food, great company, and no work. I blame yesterday for my current mood of wanting to play ( Read more... )

So today, after work, Heather tells me in the car- "Your Aunty Sharon needs us to go on an illegal missions. She needs the truck to pick up a refridgerator which she needs to grow some illegal plants ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think my heart will never stop aching... and I take comfort in this thought because the aching ensures consistency-- I am a creature of habit.