True Story: People Suck ((that includes me))

On another note, last night I had a dream about an old friend/enemy. It was a horrible dream... a childhood memory recreated for the present...
then, reenacted...
now.

Dreams are interesting...
I am sure they are good for something.

Today I told someone that I am only a bitch when I am hungry...
not true.
I think I am always a bitch. Just some days that side of me is easier to control.

People suck... but I am not surprised ( Read more... )

Here I am... running back to any memory, any moment that will bring my heart peace.

Fuck paradise. Give me hell.

There is a bug on the ceiling and I don't know if I should shoot it with Ant and Roach Killer or Flying Insect Killer. Usually I would get a cup, catch the bug, and release it outside... I really want to kill it though. I want to suffocate it and then squish it... and maybe flush it into the toilet ( Read more... )

It isn't like I've never been here in this state before. I'm just waiting for the out-- that momment where everything becomes clear and my heart is lifted. Where is that momment where I feel whole and can look into the mirror and love what I see ( Read more... )

They came first for the Communists ( Read more... )

Today I am odd. I feel like a baby. My body moves in such weird ways, and I don't know how to control it and so I hurt myself-- hitting my head and tearing the skin off my leg. And like a new born I know nothing. Today I seem to stumble over my words more than usual and make a total ass of myself. Simple questions seem so difficult to ( Read more... )

I have a big test in about an hour and I have not studied at all. I'm so exhausted from the first two weeks of school that I don't have the will to do anything. Even the things I really want seem so unreachable that when I think about it I just sleep. I like to think that this weekend I will refuel my soul ( Read more... )

Yesterday it hit me that mid-terms are coming fast. I have so much studying to do... all I really want is sleep. And so... I think I'm not going to the ODDLINE sing-off. I know, I'm a horrible past oddliner for even thinking it, but I have a big exam for Korean coming up, and I have three papers that I need to start and I haven't even found ( Read more... )