More questions...and still no answers ( Read more... )

I have decided that it is time to change pace for a little while, at least as far as my livejournal entries go. I know for the past few entries it has been nothing but anger, angst, emotional dribble and the like but that has honestly been my life (except of course the drug related killing of my body). I guess because my mind is reverting as usual ( Read more... )

i'm not over her...i dont think ( Read more... )

maybe going home...would save me from loneliness...save me from myself. I took the dive in hope for a dieing heart but it was a mirage I landed..and sand that scorched my mind. Its hard being sick when you're cure is somewhere buried far away. I want to find that cure, or maybe a healing touch, but i wont be blessed until I've finally given up.

I really feel now like I'm the only person I know that really gives a shit about anyone that they consider a friend. I'm sick of people that don't necesarily lie, so they can cover their ass, but still can bail and not give a shit about their friends. I'm tired of being the only one that will go out of their way and go above and beyond to see ( Read more... )

I'm seriously contemplating some mass murdering in the near future followed by some terrorism followed by self destruction. itd be such a fantastic way to go. like fireworks~!

back home in NJ, and its feel alright. The first night back, was kindof insane, moving shit.
But Sunday I saw my ex Chel, not Dana, and we got fXed up...Twas a good time, til...well nevermind. Anywho any of you who wanna chill in NJ, hit this nigga up. ^_^

I'm not exactly sure what to even write in here anymore ( Read more... )

WellI quit my band
ive been high for a few days straight from dawn til dusk
I'm moving home to NJ soon
I hate Matt my frontman
I need a girl.
I need life to go right soon
and uh...yeah

I"m glad things are going well for most of my friends and their relationships. Can't say much for myself.
I have a show tonight with my band, wish me luck.