It's been a while since I've written down something that I've been thinking. And having myspace doesn't really help b/c I don't really want anything else to read what's going on in my head. I suppose I believe not alot of ppl read this thing so it makes it easier for me to jot down whatever is going on in my head ( Read more... )

Landon Pigg- Can't Let GO

Well youre the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Well I cant let go
No, I cant let go of ( Read more... )

I find myself thinking more and more about you. It was suppose to be just purely physical... nothing more could happen... nothing more should happen.

Yet, you continue to say words that slowly dug through this wall that I've built around me.

Why? I don't understand women and their manipulation is creating drama.

Now I find myself wanting to be ( Read more... )

sigh..... and not a bad sigh, but a good sigh ( Read more... )

I've been hella busy this week. Started my new job which I'm enjoying so much...most of my co- workers are awesome... alot of them are homos... lol... which is extra awesome. Went out clubbing with one of them... I'm soo glad to have gay guys back in my life... even tho it's just to hang out with, I do miss the gays ( Read more... )

Boxcar Racer Album:Boxcar Racer Title:I Feel So
-Verse 1-
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
wish I could feel no pain
wish I was young
wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

-Chorus-
Cause’ I feel so mad
I feel so angry
Feel so careless
So lost confused
Feel so cheep
So used unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over

-Verse 2-
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I have decided to write something down...

So i ahve a week off. Very nice. I need one. I need time to stop thinking about school... to clean stuff around my house/car...to draw something I like, to watch movies, to read the book i borrowed, to wash my dog, to cook, to breath, to sleep... to do nothing and everything I neglect to do when school is ( Read more... )

If I were a book, I would be written by:  it would be very big and funny, and sad, and happy, adventurous
If I were a food, I would be:  chicken... you can cook it every ways, and it taste good every time.
If I were a place, I would be:  hills, meadows, and lakes, and a very well symmetric house
If I were a taste, I would be:  depending on the mood ( Read more... )

Today was a better day. I've written down list of things I'm going to do, things I'm not going to do, and things that I'm good at. Sad to say that I've broken a couple of things in the list, but I happy that this day turned out good. It gets easier as days go by... easier to bare the sadness, the sorrow and the pain. It's easier the see that there' ( Read more... )

As always, it's been awhile since i've written in here. I just find it more and more difficult to put my thoughts into words. What ends up happening is I get these episodes where I just talk about anything and everything that's going on in my head... sad part is when it does happen, I don't have a computer nor pen and paper to write it down ( Read more... )