The night had gone off without a hitch, and that is precisely what had him so down. The fervent laughter, the moments of deep conversation, that feeling of something important and new just beginning to take on life. Dinner had never tasted so succulent, and the time had never gone by so quickly before. He could feel his heart beat in his chest, the ( Read more... )

"Do you have any clue what this feel like! Do you have any fucking clue as to what's going through my head right now. Here I am, inches away from the one person I've never been able to get over in my entire life, and I'm being asked to make believe that we love each other. The problem is, you're just acting, and me, I'm being as real as I've ever ( Read more... )

We’re dancing on this stage, as the backgrounds change behind us, apart, together, apart, we twirl and spin our ways into each others sweet embraces, and slowly we waltz our ways to complete opposites. This dance makes me dizzy. It makes me jealous when someone else dances for me, it makes me angry when you dance with those I don’t like you ( Read more... )

I could feel my heart beating heavy in my chest, Apparently I'd taken at least one too many shots, as I could feel my grip on reality begin to fade. I was dancing, which wasn't the greatest idea, because with every accelerated beat of my heart I could feel my sense of control slipping away. I was still dancing, or the room was spinning, there were ( Read more... )

There she is, the multi-billion dollar CEO of the nation's number one fahion industry. Laura Mishkin, the owner of Anarchy, the first corporate organization to finally get all of the world's "punk authority" to buy into a product which allows them to dress in a way that allows them express their rebellious outlook on life. Funny how a huge ( Read more... )

it's been customary for me to update at least one of my journals each and every year. It's safe to say that this has been the most influencial, and instructional years of my life. from being in collge, dropping out of college, getting a full time job, getting fired, going back to college, and all in all, making friends, finding family, and a large ( Read more... )

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Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

40% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.


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I commonly fear that I'm leading my life to find a purpose to be living it in the first place. It's kind of a backwards way of thinking about it all. We live to find out why we're living, instead of being able to live to fulfill our destiny. In what kind of unfortunate charade are we born with a clean slate and free-will but not told what the point ( Read more... )

What a sad state of affairs a thunderstorm is, it starts at a gentle breeze in the sky, the winds rustle, the clouds shift, the Earth itself seems to come alive and breath in the intoxicating fumes of nature itself. One can't help but notice the soft, subtle differences around us, as if Mother Nature is whispering a secret to the life of all the ( Read more... )