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Thoughts
I'm so uncertain of what comes next. Chris will move out and then I'm pretty sure we will run into the same issues we had when we were not living together.
I don't want to be his girlfriend by next year. Things should be moving forward or I should be. However I'm so happy right now. To live in the moment is good, however tomorrow should always ( Read more... ) -
Sunday night
Woke up late again. Made the bed, started watching sons of anarchy. Walked the digs vacuumed and did some laundry.
Went to dinner with chris it was tasty but not so much for that price!!!
April started some fights with a dog today. I scared a little girl with how I disciplined April. Poor girl.
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Late night ramblings
Late night recap of Saturday:
Chris woke me up early however I decided to sleep in till 1pm. We then waited around till I got my act together and picked up some Starbucks and tried to return crystals keys. She wasn't there so we went back home. Waited around till around six and had dinner at the ramon house.
Key notes:
I downloaded iTunes however ( Read more... ) -
This moment...
Just got back in from going to eat with Chris. Were in stuido city tonight and watching the office. I'm going to plug something into the tv soon so we can relax. I have the next few days off. Dad should be getting out of the hospital tomorrow so hopefully I'll have the right attitude tomorrow and have enough sense to not kill him on site ( Read more... ) -
Fear
It's 3am and I can't sleep. I have an appointment with a new psychotherapist in a few hours. I have no idea what is going to happen. The last time I went I hated the person I spoke to and I said the few things I have never said out loud. I hate myself for those thoughts and even more for saying them out loud. To someone I don't trust that I don ( Read more... ) -
Eating...
So... I'm trying to eat better ( Read more... ) -
Hickup!
I've been drinking :)
wohoo!!!
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Stupid lonely emotions...
So it's 4:30am Christmas day ( Read more... ) -
Stupid people
Okay... I really don't get this ( Read more... ) -
Always has to have some hang ups...
So I've dated Marcus since Mid February of 07. I've been seeing Chris since last month ( Read more... )