well i'm been home for just over three weeks... i'm working full time, i go to bed at about 10:30 everynight and that's basically how my week goes weekends i drink heavily with good company (usually.) I really miss school i can't wait to go back but it's nice to be making money. I'm kinda feeling a little down today and I really don't know why... ( Read more... )

How my last entry talked a lot about the drama here at SNHU well as of recently it is still the same times about 500 the past weekend brought so much drama that i think if i tried to type it all out right now i could succesessfully write a book! I can't wait to be home.... 14 more days.

Soooo school is really stressing me out right now. I love school there's no doubt about that. But i'm finding that because it's so small there is so much drama that i really do't want to deal with. I though i left all the bullshit when i left highschool but i guess not. Girls suck and need drama in their lives to be happy, i'm convinced of this. ( Read more... )

For every word not spoken, something slowly eats away at your heart. What happes when there are to many unspoken words, who do you become, do you feel, can you love or are you simply empty ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updates this in forever.... well i still love school but this semester has been a lot of work. I'm actually doing all my work going to my classes and for the first time i really feel like i'm accomplising something good and it feels awesome. I love all my friends... i actally hang out with girls, yes i know it's weird me actually not ( Read more... )

Wow, I can't belive how fast this year is going by. It seems like school just started yet it's already been an entire semester. I love school but it really is going by way to fast.

Finally the giant gaping hole has consumed me completely, it's been following clawing at my body, my soul, my heart. I was running from it for so long it became part of my everyday life, at times I could even forget it was there. But now it has me, it won't let me out it won't let me breath. I created it, I invited into me. Now it has closed ( Read more... )

What am I doing? I have no idea where I am going, I feel so lost. This weekend was awful I don't know what to do?. All I know is I need to sleep but I can't, I went to bed at about 4:30 and woke up at 6:30 and just couldn't fall back asleep.

So school has been awesome so far. I love my room mate Jamie =O) and all the people in my dorm! It's alot of fun here. My classes are good I have alot of work and know I am going to have to work hard but I am excited for the challenge surprisingly! I miss Casey like crazy! It sucks that we spent every day together over the summer and now can only ( Read more... )

you're FIRED!