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no depression today :)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i always thought westan thought i was annoying and a fag and i thought he hated me like nick.
but apperinitlly not.
we hung out the other day then alexs mom caught me and alex together.
it was kool
but today was just an amazing day.
nothing bad happend
and i hung out with westan:)
i respect that he has a gf.
and im not trying to get with him :)
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so confused!!!
so like i met up with my gf at the library. her mom didnt know we were meeting up. so we hang for a little while in the back. and i sit ddown and she sits on my lap. then her mom comes around the corner. and is all like "your done" and im like fuck ( Read more... ) -
court case thrown out!!!!
so my court case has been thrown out and all i have to do is comunity service :) which is convenint because i have to do comunity service at my school so now its like i got off with nothing :)
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i talked to my gf today :)
i havent talked to her in a long time and i finally talked to her today, it made me happy like almost all day :) except when i hung up. then i started missing her. but i kept remembering her voice on the phone and it made me happy. i havent been happy in a long time... -
depressed...
Ive been feeling really DEPRESSED today for some reason. i keep thinking about CUTTING MYSELF like i used to do but my mom would always find out about them... i had a ciggarette to make me feel better once everyone left from the easter party. i'm thnking about my girlfriend MORE THAN EVER and i need to see her soon, before i go back to school. ( Read more... ) -
my fucking bad hair...
i went to this place at the mall to get bangs, and they fucking did a good job, but i couldnt tell it was sick, so i do it myself and totally fuck it up. now ive been depressed and pissed. -
so i cant think of anything to write.
Basically all i can think about is my girlfriend and how i might not be able to see her untill i go back to skool, which is in a long tme. i cant smile with out her. only when i think of her it makes me smile, and when she calls me. i miss her :( -
the best dream i ever had <3333
it was a great dream for most of the time, but the scary part is i can remember most of it!!!
alright heres wht i can remember.
so im somewhere with my girlfriend and we go to a store in the place and buy fireworks and stuff like that. we go to watch a movie that alot of people r at and we sit in the way back so no one can see ourselves cuddling, ( Read more... ) -
love me or hate me...
you can love me or you can hate me.
you can drug me or you can fuck me.
you can stab me or you can die.
you can hurt me and make me cry.
you can lie and break my heart,
you can take it and rip it apart.
you can cut me with a knife.
you can make me hate my life.
you can give a dime of drugs.
you can kiss me and give me hugs.
you can call me a fucking bitch.
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