Please excuse the errors as I cut and paste this but this is a song I am totally feeling right now ( Read more... )

I'm lonely here and every day I lose any real idea of "home".......*sigh*

Ho hum...I wish I could be sleeping right now but I am wide awake and it's pretty sucky ( Read more... )

SO lets see besides being harassed by an very sad, very imbalanced and pretty much a stranger to me (Hello AMANDA) I'd like to just say a big FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

So where to start ( Read more... )

So yeah I have been dead for a bit. Actually I changed my password and forgot it and it randomly came to me today out of the blue...that was pretty fantastic ( Read more... )

So yes, we're alive still...not a whole lot going on here, Matt's working like crazy and I can't wait until he gets a work truck so I can work..I applied at all local places and nothing...apparently to work at Pet Smart I need something better than retail experience, 2 years grooming and kennel management going for me...fuck them. I picked up ( Read more... )

You know when things just get sooooo muddled that you don't know anymore? I am at that point and it scares me to know I don't know anymore....I just don't. I don't know what I want or even where to start to pick up the pieces or if there is enough superglue to hold them together ( Read more... )

So yes, fasted from 8:30 pm until nearly 3 pm the following day...got the screw waiting for blood work...they never listen. I said "poke my hand, my arm is impossible" SO of course we stick my arm until it is bruised and hot! Good thing I am use to needles!...Which reminds me I want another tattoo...sadly I am considering the CC logo for Chanel( ( Read more... )

SO officially I want to go back to school like two weeks ago so I am going to the community college to see about classes. I'd explain but frankly I don't feel like getting shit...that part of life is way too often for me and I am done ( Read more... )