so today was a good day...until dinner.  i ate frozen grapes all day then my mom brings home tuna fish to cook for dinner. i over ate 
tuna fish 
greasy green beans
stuffing
chocolate covered grapes

tomarrow im fixing all of this.

My am weight was 124. i was okay with that. i spent the day eatting frozen grapes and apples with peanut butter. then my mother comes up with the brilliant idea to go see the new x-men movie. needless to say i over ate at the theater.  my stomach is upset, im 14lbs away from my goal and im probably gonna screw up again tomarrow. :( i really hope i ( Read more... )

so all was well for yesterday, until my friend spent the night. she's a bulimic too.  we watched sex and the city and ate popcorn, fries, and chips. went in to the bathroom one at time and puked. then we ate ice cream, which we both decided to keep down. if you've ever tried to puke up icecream you'll know why. its the hardest fucking thing in the ( Read more... )

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Stats
BMI - dont know
Ed - Bulimia
CW - 115-120
Hw - 180
LW - 112
GW - 105
Pants Size : 4 or 5
Height: 5'4
Age: 16
Name: kat

Been Quite some time. my last enry was way too long ago. since then i've gotten down to 112lbs as my lowest weight. i broke my ankle a little over a month ago so i haven't been very active, and i've been eatting like a cow. i got the cast off a few days ago and i'll ceck my am weight tomarrow morning. im binging abd purgin alot now, its hard to ( Read more... )

Im doing well this week. I've actually went down 5lbs from the weekend. 130 to 125. I'm taking 7 different diet pills that, when combined, act as an appetite suppresant. I found a new favorite drink...SoBe LEAN. 0cal, 0fat grams, 1g carb. i hope i can keep this up at my dad's. i'll be there for 3 today until 2 on christmas day. its hard to restrict ( Read more... )

i Just cant take it anymore. i stay home sick with a stomach ache for two days, and im on the phone with my mo and ask her what i should do. she says "stop making yourself sick and you wont have this fucking problem will you?" to add insult to injury, she calls in the middle of a purge. i finished purging, and cried, and cried, and smoked a ( Read more... )

0k, so i got down to 123 about a week ago, i was doing really well, then i go treally sick with this stomach thing, and im back up to 127, and cant stop eating like a normal person. this fucking sucks, im going to do what i did over the summer, do anything i possibly can to keep myself busy. wish me luck.

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127!!!!127!!! im getting there!!! yes yes yes!!!