In two weeks I am going home...I am terrified. Mum is always perstering me to eat and dear sweet Luka is nearly as worse...if I didn't love my brother so darn much I'd just tell him to sodder off! :P Dad always tells Mum it's just a stage of life girls go through...silly daddy. Anyhow I am mostly scared because I have two weeks and not a lot of ( Read more... )

So Ive been avoiding this place for far to long... I was in a serious relationship which recently ended and the one thing he asked of me was to eat...so I did :( I did gain some weight but have been losing it thanks to a diet of ( Food )

Well I've been a little out of touch for the past week or so because my internet was down :( Anyway I fasted Thursday with a friend and intend to do so again on Monday. Not to much to report at this time except I am reading a book called Wasted and love it! This girls account is oddly inspiring me and proving to me that my crazy habbits are not all ( Read more... )

Hmm only had a soy protein shake today after my work out so under 200 cals and its already 2 o'clock hmm I love to feel accomplished and hungry :) Worked out with my trainer today. My bum hurts and my calfs are killing me and I love it! I've thought a little bit about getting my CPT so I can make the gym my life. I wont get bulky and scary like ( Read more... )

Stayed under 500 cals today but still greatly displeased with my thighs and sides. Off to the gym to burn the cals. It feels so great to feel hungry again...oh to be in control :)

Wow it's been nearly a month since I've posted last. I have been in and out of the hospital for nearly three weeks now. I have been dealing with abdominal pain and no one seems to know where its coming from or why it's happening. I have another test scheduled for Friday to see if an ulcer is the root of the problem...guess we'll see. Anyhow I've ( Read more... )

Ugh I hate feeling full ( Read more... )

Going to Colorado this weekend...never been before ( Read more... )

Hope this works...

( please work )

I hate this day...seriously it's a holiday made by greeting card companys to get more money and make people fat ( Read more... )