Love, I think the world of you.

I'm always trying to figure out a name I would go by if I transitioned. I think I could be Seamus. Good solid Irish name.

I'm glad we are friends. She is an amazing person through and through. I truly hope to be friends with her forever. She is kind and caring and it's all honest. I'd give up all my friends for just her, she is that awesome of a friend. I look forward to seeing her each day, and getting to joke around with her. I hope this nasty world doesn't break ( Read more... )

So much to say, I'm so all over the place. It started out as being friends, I thought I liked this other girl, but I think I just admire the way she is built physically, tall, in shape, opposite of me, lol. It took a while to realize that I wasn't into her the way I thought. I've always had this wonder about this other girl though...Then I ( Read more... )

My phone rigs, I hope it's her, I see a snap, I hope it's her. When it's not my heart sinks, but when it is, I've got a big smile, and butterflies. What am I even doing...

What am I doing? Flirting, and now I've kissed her? I'm falling hard for her and I shouldn't be. I'm not free to do so, and it isn't fair to her. I don't want to stop now, I'm hooked,I kind of hope she is too...nothing good can come from this...

sometimes i just want to punch someone in the face. I wish i had gone to sparring class tonight, i'm appearently not good enough for anyone. friendship OR relationship... i wish i HAD drank myself to death that night...goodbye cruel world that holds such people in it! lol, a little too dramatic. goodnight.

the one who took away everything from me...my sense of security, my innocence, and even sometimes my happiness ( Read more... )

there are days when i wake up from a dream about you and i wonder how it could have been. What if I had been the choice you made? what if i never left for the military, got a job down there and made you mine. could it have happened? i'm sure it could have, but things aren't that way, adn when i wake up, i remember that. I'm happy, and i believe ( Read more... )

most days i dont even think about you anymore "m". there are some days when i get onto facebook, and look to see if you have unblocked me. When i see that you have either deleted your facebook or have continued to block me, i remember that there is no reason that i would want to keep you in my life. you are a liar, a manipulator and a heart ( Read more... )