Decisions ( Read more... )

The past week has been super... something. lol.

Uhhhm... Wednesday, I was at Nik's all day.
Thursday, I went shopping with Gretchen and then to Nik's.
Friday, I went to Nik's after my dentist appt. We went to Dustin's grad. party and then later went to Allison's. I didn't drink cuz I thought I would be sick due to not eating for like 2 days. So ( Read more... )

           And I'm Finally Happy...


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So far, it's been pretty good ( Read more... )

People just make my life so worth living. Haha Not ( Read more... )

I got my reason to never drink again last night ( Read more... )

           It's been quite a while.

Everything is okay between Shandi and I now. I am so glad. Because she and I were so close and stupid stuff shouldn't make people not friends. And I am glad I apologized for being pissed at her. It won't happen anymore.

But now Krystal "hates" me. She is doing the most immature stuff to me. All of a sudden one ( Read more... )

I am so sick of everything. People are assholes. I hate my "step father ( Read more... )

So the facade is breaking. I'm not strong, I'm nowhere near it. I am breaking slowly by everything going on around me.

I cannot hold onto the past any longer, I'm trying so hard, I wish he would realize I'm not able to let go as well as he has. When someone tells you you will always be unforgetable to them, you think they mean it. But apparently, ( Read more... )

Another weekend accomplished.
            Made some decisions Friday at school.
English 4 in summer school, Chemistry in night school next year. Starting June 2nd, I'm pretty much done attending high school. Not to mention, summer school's online, so as soon as I finish all assignments, I don't have to attend anymore, Which is cool. I can't wait... ( Read more... )