journals are stupid. all i do in mine is wine and cry and bitch and moan about my life. cause drama and chaos. what the fuck. plus, people i dont like read it because i never remember to put it on friends only. fuck this journal, its done. less drama in my life the better, i have enough shit at home to deal with.

i'm 99.9% sure i'm getting a tattoo. hehehe. mum's getting me a state ID so i'll have that to be able to get one. she also approved (gasp) of the tat i wanted (gasp) and it has nudity (gasp) and is Amy Brown (gasp). knowing her, she'll change her mind last minute, but hey, i dont think she really has a problem with it. i'm paying, and it'll be ( Read more... )

oy, does anyone know brandy's texas address? if you do please comment it for me <333

ps
pirates 2 is soooo KICK ASS

cant wait till 3 comes out!

*tear* i want phil to be here holding and rocking me, singing a song softly like he does when i get upset. it makes me feel so peaceful. i cant help but cry...and i cant stop.

phil bought me roller skates yesturday. since he got off of work at 9 today, and would be at home at 10, i figured i'd surprize him. i woke up at 8:30, skated down to mels (actually, its mostly uphill) all myself, and hung out there. around 9:30 i ordered lunch, figuring phil could have half. i texted him to go to mels, and i waited. and waited. ( Read more... )

summer is ok. mum got a shitload of money so i pretty much get to buy whatever i want. maybe i'll get an MP3 player...someone remind me to. yeah, so i blew about $250 at the mall today on random shit i didnt need. spent $100 at the mall the other day on again, random shit i didnt need. getting my paycheck, paying back mum for my rent (yeah...i pay ( Read more... )

ok, so everyone went to boston for the works, and didnt invite me. whatever. i went into boston with drew and phil, and we had the BEST seats. middle of the bridge, RIGHT next to the speakers, so we got to see ALL the fireworks (none cut off at all) AND the reflextions in the buildings. so THERE. the only better seats you could get were the POPS ( Read more... )

finally got to the the sophomores (now juniors) over my house to sleepover instead of me camping out at all their houses. it went well, and phil's friend drew came to chill too. there's something odd about him though...he keeps looking at me funny. i dont know, i'm probably just paranoid. anyway, along with the juniors, kim came (she lives ( Read more... )

*sigh* i'm in such a depressed mood right now. i answered brandy's "what do people think before they kill themselves" question. its kind of sad because i spoke from experience. and lately that experience has been coming back to me more and more. my moods have been getting worse too, i snap over nothing. i'm becoming violent, brooding. i'm scared to ( Read more... )

in case anyone thought i died, i didnt. just chilling around. if you want to chill call/text my cell. molly outtie.