This story has recently come to pass, and since it holds a great moral, I feel I must share it with you all:

A girl looked around her bedroom, thinking to herself I am who I was last year, I am bi, not lesbian. She may not have believed herself, but oh did she want to. The girl wanted nothing more than to be what people consider normal, which meant ( Read more... )

Opening credits: Death On Two Legs - Queen ( Read more... )

well tonight was quiet. went to mels, cory showed up, tom was there, got to hang out with both which was cool. talked to adrian on the phone for ever and ever as ususal. i dont think he listens to half the shit i say but he's always there. *shrug* ah well. papa's going to paint my new room tomorrow before lunch (through which i am greatfully ( Read more... )

i'm suppose to be doing shit in my new house but i just woke up like..15 minutes ago. i was sooo dead last night but i couldnt fall asleep till 2. had strange dreams of naked women and...well...weird things. rides, dark feelings of something being wrong, shadows in the corners of my vision, hot women...hehe the women were the best part of course. ( Read more... )

OMG my internet in my room is back! yay! and....NEW ICON THEME! Phantom of the Opera, my newest obesession! whoo! check out my icons, specially the really long one...its deathly funny! i cant get the pictures in here...but really, check them out!

and only people who have really listened to the movie will understand the La Carlotta avatar.

i decided last night that when i wasnt at anna's party someone would call asking where i was. psht. you kidding me? not one person fucking called. and i had actually said that i was going to be there. so i read Gingerbread that bri lent me and when 8:30 came around i decided to fuck all you sophomores and shit and go have fun with someone who cared ( Read more... )

i found something in my room while cleaning called...a floor i think. although it seems to be covered in some sunflower shells, dirt, dust, things that are moving on their own (is creeped out) and something sticky that resembles lolipop goo. i think. and some random this that and the other thing. books, CDs, movies, things that arent mine, and OVER ( Read more... )

*updates* showed brandy my new house. had trouble again getting back in from the roof through my bedroom window. slept. called adrian as usual. now i'm here. *end update*

i guess i should update. picked out colors for my room. really pretty ones, "tranquil blue" for the background and "pacific ocean blue" for the accents. they arent really blue either. more like...greenish turquoise. speaking of  turquoise, i found the BEST turquoise curtains ever, soooo pretty. which is how i got the colors for my room. so i'm ( Read more... )

today i woke up and realized it was half past noon, and decided to actually get out of bed and be productive. i took a shower, and went to McDonalds (bad, i know, but i needed to eat something fast) and then went to...BRI'S! yay! i missed her so much this week! i brought her a huge lunch and diet coke and we sat in her living room and ate while ( Read more... )