I love my boyfriend. I really do. its almost been 5 months and hes still here and things are still as great as theyve ever been. I love him. My whole heart beats extra fast when hes around and my tummy fills with humming birds...not butterflies. My hands shake and everything. I still am nervous around him and want to impress him with all i am. I ( Read more... )

here I am sitting on my fatass doing nothing. I wanna be working out but I have two dogs and an older brother who wont let them in his room. Okay i know im not fat but id love to work out. Maybe its cause im pmsing and i feel gross...idk what it is but all day ive wanted to work out. Im killing time till my mom gets home. Today i patched things up ( Read more... )

Always know what you want...If you think you really want something and then it turns out you are misreable once its done...then it sucks. I would know cause im currently going through something. I realized Myspace causes alot of drama. Thats why Lj will always be my place. I can say what I want and if you dont like it i dont care. I discoverd that ( Read more... )

I turned 17 today

3 days till my birthday. woo woo. lol driving anytime i want. that should be awesome. its almsot midnight...im waiting for my mom to get home so we can talk about my birthday and stuff. Me and Leah have a "we hate jen rigley club" its pretty much the coolest club ever lol. So Abby talked to me today about her problems and we talked about why most ( Read more... )

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I really truely and honestly need Zech. Even when I dont act like it...even when im upset and sad about him...I need him. I know you shouldnt depend on a person but I can depend on him cause I know hes always gunna be there for me. I know he may let me down sometimes...but not when it counts. He can have his stupid fucked up loser friends....I can ( Read more... )

I should give up on my life.
Im losing all the things that matter to me...
whats left?

Ive come to the conculsion that Life sucks. And Im wondering why i'm still a part of it. Lansing is looking better to me all the sudden. Maybe cause my boyfriend doesnt trust me...or believe me...or thinks i care about other people...or the fact he thinks he likes me better. FUCK THAT. I care way to much and way more then he does cause i'm giving ( Read more... )

Life...ugh. Its sucha roller coaster ride. Me and Zech are finally not fighting. were on a good streak. We've almost been together 4 months. woohoo. lol. Best 4 months of my life, Sure ive said that before but zechs so differnt. he likes the dork in me. He likes rollerskating, seeing kids movies, and the idea of picnics. Yeah we are gunna go on one ( Read more... )