Got really sick last night.
Havnt been that sick in a long time.

Moms dating and has a boyfriend.
I hate everything about that.

She choses  him over me and Jon already.
She kicked me off the couch when i was finally sleeping just to hang out with him.
and she lies alot to me now.

Life is just wonderful isnt it?

I really hate that mtv show, chyanne. or however you spell it. I  think that girl has no talent and is very annoying. Its 10 37 right now and therse nothing to do. Its the first day of summer. woot. It rained and stormed the whole day. aint that some shit? It sucked. Today is me and Zechs 6 months. We made it. woot. I realized Mandi is rubbing off ( Read more... )

I seriosuly hate fathers day now.

I miss my dad so much.

R.I.P  Dad.  9-4-53   1-13-06

Summer Vacation 2006. Wow. Its here. Only about a week into it and its been amazing so far. lol. Mandi had a bonfire at her house and her mom had one too. Zech slept at mandis house both nights. It was alot of fun. Hes outta town fer the weekend. It makes me sad cause i really miss him. I know i saw him yesterday but hes never been this far away ( Read more... )

We got back together, cause we NEED eachother. we both realized it. So yeah we got back together and im really happy about it. Today a bunch of people are coming down to my beach to swim and hang out. awesomenessss. Zechs gunna call me when hes outta church and we're gunna meet halfway. I dk if hes gunna call me before church, he goes at 11 and its ( Read more... )

:'(

Zech got his lisence yesterday. we went shopping. it was fun. we fought last night after he got home. i'm probally deleting myspace. he doesnt like my pictures, he doesnt like what my friends say, he doesnt really like anything about it. cool. i know. im just bummed. like myspace is a way for me to express myself and talk to friends and meet new ( Read more... )

Here I am PISSED OFF again. First off, thanks to everyone who came to my bon fire thingy the other night. im sorry i was sucha downer. My aunt is a bitch who needs to mind her business, she def crossed the line and she needs to keep her nose out of me and my moms business. anyways, so i fought with her, got my period, uhm then i came acorss another ( Read more... )

i feel as if everyone is changing. i hate this feeling. I hate it when PEOPLE FUCKING LIE. God, tell the fucking truth. I'm sick of being lied to, everyone lies, mandi, abby, even zech. im so sick of his ex girlfriend. holy hell she needs to just fall off the end of the earth. but "theyre BFFS" what a fucking load of shit. I can barley even talk to ( Read more... )

I realized i need to update this baby more. i know i know. dont yell at me. Anyways, so here comes a new update of me bitching and complaining and probally not making much sense at all.

I discoverd not to ever get your hopes up. People lie and don't ever do what they say they will do. And I can't actually say something about it to this person. I ( Read more... )