Well, apparently no one cares what happens to me or what goes on in my life. No one cares what I am feeling or cares about my poetry.  So what if I am cutting again. None of you care and it doesn't matter anyways and it still doesnt hurt me, probably because my body is so used to it that hardly anything will make me bleed. I am so sick of my school ( Read more... )

Well, i have a new lj name if any of you want to know or even care....let me know if you want to know what it is...

Well,obviously no one cares what goes on with me, and frankly, I am okay with that now. The scars on my hip are kinda sorta going away..but they might return..one way or another.....it is not like it hurts...so it doesn't matter. I guess my mom is letting me make my confirmation after all.I still do not know if we are doing the 2nd scene or not ( Read more... )

Well, nobody seems to care about my stitches at all. My mouth hurt so fucking bad last night. I can not talk, I can not laugh..it hurts when I smile.I was supposed to go to the mall with Jen yesterday but her mom would not let her...as usual.I watched Steel Magnolias last night.I am tired.I was woken up by a little kid screaming...so that's really ( Read more... )

An apology to everyone in my cast:

I am extremely sorry!! I have stiches in my mouth and  my mom did not want me to go to school because I might tear them from talking. I can not talk that much nor can I eat much of anything. I am taking pain medicine so it does not hurt that much. If my mom would let me, I would have been there. I have been ( Read more... )

My boyfriend (Wade) was going to stop by my school and try to get on campus(which should not be that hard since i go to DV) and see me and give me our homecoming pictures. But my mom did not want me to go to school.So he is going to stop by my house..he is going to ride his bike like 2 miles or so...maybe he'll take the bus ( Read more... )

Wade and I were supposed to see Polar Express today..but he gets to do family stuff instead. I got back from the dentist not too long ago...not fun at at...my mouth is still kinda bleeding and swollen..i am still spitting spit and blod...i cant eat...i have not eaten since last night and i am soo fucking hungry..i have a meeting tonight at church.. ( Read more... )

ya..i have a dentist appointment tomorrow morning at 8 am and i have no school tomorrow. I also am supposed to go see a movie with my boyfriend....i think i might have us go see Raise your voice....the only thing that kinda sucks about that movie is that it has Hilary Duff in it..but it is about singing..so it sounds okay..well..i gotta go...and ( Read more... )

I am watching Step by Step... I have 8 new scars on me from last night ( Read more... )

well, i lost a friend who didnt even want to be my friend in the first place. but he never told me before because he didnt want to hurt me...

whatever....