My life is falling apart. I feel like a giant ball of yarn waiting to completely unravel. I thought things were supposed to get better in 2009 but they are just as bad as 2008. Wes is starting to lose hope and faith and I want more than anything to be able to reassure him and make things better but it seems the harder I try to improve my life and ( Read more... )

Well figured I'd at least write a sentance or two about the happenings of my life recently! Cant believe its already december. The year is almost over and what a ride its been. Can't believe this time last year was when I met Wes, ah time flies. My 25th birthday is aproaching and I don't know exactly where my life is headed( school, job, living) ( Read more... )

i have been reading a few brief entries of a friend's live journal and when she mentioned her love for BDSM in a few passing entries, it both sparked my interest and my creative thoughts ran more rampant. i personally am very into the BDSM/fetish lifestyle and have recently found a partner who is both willing and excited about expolring this ( Read more... )

it has been entirely too long since i've updated my lj. it's been a long time since i've written anything actually. guess i haven't felt i had anything inside me worth putting on paper or in my lj. writting has always helped me sort out the inner workings of my mind but here lately i haven't wanted anyone to see inside me. guess i thought if i ( Read more... )

well, I figured it had been far too long since I'd written an actual entry and not just re-posted surveys or posted pictures...

The weather is nice today, I guess spring is finally here... I'm excited. All the pretty weather,  sun and breezy days have motivated me to go out and walk .For the past two days  I've been trying to appreciate all of ( Read more... )

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lots has happened since i last posted... its hard to know where to begin writing...

 i am no longer single... finally i get someone worth keeping

he's amazing and i am soo incredibly lucky to have him

hope things work out, i havent ever felt this way about a guy

:)

lots  has been going on since i last posted but ill try and summarize

back in ohio... going to Columbus State for a semester, was going to take  classes full time but only got into one i wanted.

have a roomate and my own place... she's a fun girl and she has two cute little dogs. nice to be out on my own

looking for a job since i'm not full time in ( Read more... )

 
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: lauren taylor stewart
-- Birth date: 12-23-83 Birthplace: charlotte nc--
--Hair Color: dark Brown naturally, blonde bangs
-- Height: 5'6 
--Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: capricorn

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Scottish, Irish,german, chezch, italian
-- The shoes you wore today: old ass adidas shower shoes, navy blue and white
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