lately i just feel... odd. out of place. i find that my thought patterns are even different than they were before. the way i look at things. the angle i approach simple tasks.
everyday life as i knew it has changed. in a big, big way.
i don't know what to make of this.

he thought big and they called it a phallic.

oh no.
my boyfriend gave me a rose and i think i may have lost it.
it's really not my fault though. really.
you see, there's a hole in my bookbag and i think it may have fallen out.
oh jeepers! i sure do hope i left it at his house by mistake.
but he lent me his sweater. it smells like him.
i'm going to go sleep in it now.

for the first time in a long time i feel... completely mellow. completely at ease. how nice. i could get used to this.
i think i'll go look into college while this good feeling lasts.

just like an arrow through my heart
a feeling so strong
a scarlet fever burns my soul
from this moment on...

once upon a time i think i actually was in love. probably not the "in love" you're thinking about, not the typical kind ( Read more... )

every time i get my act together it just comes unraveling. on the whole i have no idea what i want to do with my life and when i do gather some resemblance of an idea there's always a factor that puts an end to it.
i'd probably have better luck if i tried to operate a prostitution ring out of a cop's basement.

man, you are in the bell jar!me too ( Read more... )

well, i guess i lied.
i would like your help. mother.
but how on earth i should approach you is... a matter all too complicated for me today.

last night i had a dream about livejournal.
and just then, i almost wrote "elven" as my subject line.
i think i am turning into a nerd.
bye bye dork - dom.