should the last name "sexsmith" be making laugh as much as i am right now?
i hardly think not.

as far back as i can remember i've always been able to separate my mind from my body. i guess that's an appropriate way to describe it. it's usually a conscious sort of thing that i do when i'm in pain but sometimes i can feel it happening without my effort. it's odd. kind of feels like the bones in my body are slipping out... like my body is ( Read more... )

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jesus!
an ant just fell out of fucking nowhere onto my arm.
what the mother fuck? and what other gross, gross insects are hiding out in this room.
ewww.

so far today instead of studying for math i've read about faeries and ghosts.
boy, i truely am the king of kings.

when i call you beautiful
it's 'cause i can.
and when you think i'm sucking up
i sort of am.

and so the biggest, most perverted person that i can think of has just... flirted (?) with me on - line.
oh, matty boy, if only you knew that you had been slagging off the very same person a mere few months ago...
sigh.

eat shit.

starving myself does not equal perfection. starving myself does not equal perfection.

i just have to find a way to believe that.