Whether sorrowful or joyful, feelings are simple and at the same time they are beautiful. We try to make them complicated but they are not and should not be forced into such an unsatisfying submission. They are simple and we should leave them that way.

Life is just a series of events just like thoughts go hand in hand with your feelings. Take 'em for what they are or try to shove them away... but they can't be erased. You can try to drink them away or you can try to smoke them away... but when the smoke clears and the tears fall from your eyes and you can finally see clearly... they will be right ( Read more... )

I keep telling myself I am everything and anything I want to be....

BUT THAT'S A LIE!

I have come to find out that there itsn't always necessarily a right or wrong answer. Sometimes, in fact a lot of times, there are just options. You just have to figure out which option is the best for you personally. I used to think everything was right or wrong, white or black... now I have realized that sometimes it's just a choice, in the grey ( Read more... )

Some things were said last night that needed to be said a long long time ago. But it is relieving to have finally said them. My only question to be answered now is "Where do we go from here ( Read more... )

Come to the Show tomorrow night...This is what it's all about!

Friday, October 28, 2005
6pm @CVCC Student Union
Bands:
EFT
Reflux
I Killed The Prom Queen
We Were Gentlemen
Love In The Time Of Cholera
+SOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I better see all you bitches there!
Love you guys,
Nicole

Yesterday, Wednesday October 19, was my eighteenth birthday. It was a definite improvement from last year's birthday. I still haven't had a party or anything...I hope to in the next couple of weeks ( Read more... )

Lately I've felt that I am in a state of poralysis. Poralysis is a medical term for a condition when a person is aware and concious of the things going on around them but are not able to move, talk, or in any way react to them even when the stimulus is harmful. I can see the things that are happening in my life and I know how they will result but I ( Read more... )

Hey guys its definitely been a long ass time since I have logged in. N-e ways....Finally got a new pc...and anyone who's seen my old one knows that it was about time! Got a dell..it's awesome! Got a new email too... Wersinddu@aol.com! (Dare you to try to figure out what that means! - It is in another language by the way.) Love yall - but I gots ( Read more... )

I made a post earlier today that wished one of my friends a happy birthday. Well... like a total ass I did it all wrong. His birthday is in-fact next friday and he's not turning 20... he's turning 19! (And I only know this because he called this afternoon to inform me.) WAY 2 GO Nicole -> WAY 2 Be An ASSSS ( Read more... )