She's had her chances...
when do I get mine?

I'm sick of this crap. I wish I didn't have feelings for him like I do. It just about kills me to know he's falling for another girl...that isn't m. I'll never be good enough for anyone, or anything. I'm not good enough for college, my parents, my friends, or myself.

I've decided im going to start this whole writing thing up again ( Read more... )

So I like this boy...but I know he doesn't like me. It really sucks. The End.

Today I developed my very first roll of film. None of the negatives came out, but it's the cameras fault. Seriously. It was a lot of fun tho, I really enjoyed it. Nothing really exciting has happened lately, i've been working and what-not. Call me to make plans. (518) 683-1140.
<3 Hil

Today I learned how to roll film. It was pretty fun. Of course thats not the only reason it was fun :-P. AILD is tomorrow, I really hope Chels or Collin get back to me soon. I can't miss this show. I have to work at 6 tonight, fun fun. I actually havent worked in a while, which sucks. Today was Jizzy-Jasmine's birthday, she brought us all KFC (me n ( Read more... )

So today I went to my moms office, and walked by the stairs he and I kissed on. It was kinda awkward. I had that feeling for five seconds, then it went away. After that my mom took me to get my industrial done finally. Mike did it. He did an awesome job. I love it. And no, it didn't hurt. Renee R. decided she isnt going to the show with me thursday ( Read more... )

As I lay Dying, Norma Jean, A Life Once Lost, and Madball...3 days. What now bitches?!

XGoldSlappaX36 (11:22:56 AM): i didnt kno u liked wrestling lol
DyingStarsFall (11:23:00 AM): ?
XGoldSlappaX36 (11:23:02 AM): ur icon
XGoldSlappaX36 (11:23:07 AM): walls of jericho
DyingStarsFall (11:23:11 AM): its a band you dork
XGoldSlappaX36 (11:23:18 AM): hahahah Imao

Kevin makes my day.

So yesterday I went to a hockey game with Peggy, Jamie, Jason, Chelsea, and a bunch of other people at the Civic Center. It was a lot of fun. I saw my lovers Katt n Carrie, how I miss those two <3. After the game was over, Jamie brought me home, because she rocks like that. The ride home was SO much fun...haha, good times.

Then today I woke up to ( Read more... )

I made honor roll <3