i dont like thanksgiving at all....i really dont....All my friends are travelling to visit their relatives and all that junk and im stuck here...i hate it....and it wouldnt be that bad if my mom wasnt trying to force me to go eat at her foster moms house for dinner....i really dont feel ready to listen to her put me down all day long....the last ( Read more... )

Hey... gosh i havent updated in forever and 18 days.....i got bored with the old journal colors so changed them to these bad boys....i think it looks plain but in a cool way.....well....i REALLY miss my sarah and i cant wait for her to get home from Durham.....God i feel like my heart is just tearing its way out of my chest, starving, and trying to ( Read more... )

i cant wait til all this election junk is over. you cant even turn on the t.v without having to hear something about a dick and a bush and a colan...????....sounds a bit weird to me....but what eva. I am sitting in the (LRC) at school...which is just a catchy little abreviation that means "LEARNING RESOURCES CENTER"....the word library never done ( Read more... )

i dont like this. i know i sound pathetic and whiney but, i really CANT STAND myself. I hate everything about me today. i woke up and looked in the mirror and i was just completely disgusted. Autumn makes everything seem so crisp and clear. It feels like i am standing on the outside of my body and im watching me just fall, and stumble all over the ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated in so long....(to the 3 people who MIGHT read this)...anyway...Friday was my 19th birthday... Sarah got me a PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!......I named him Ben... if you see him you will know that he looks just like a "Ben"...he is SOOOOO Cool....he gets extremely Hyper and runs through the house at full blast and hops around and chews on ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthday!!!! im pretty exited i guess...it just seems weird..i dont feel older...have you ever felt like you are on the outside and just watching yourself grow older yet you YOURSELF arent growing any older in any way shape or form?....i dont know, maybe no one else feels like that and im just a geek...what ever...i think im going to ( Read more... )

yesterday Aaron and i went to asheville. it was alot of fun. aaron kept me smiling and laughing all day long...I got completely stuffed on a chicken quesadilla,fiesta burrito,and cinnomon twists from taco hell...gosh i love taco bell...anyway...aaron had to use my cell phone to get permission from marlene before we could leave taco bell, haha...i ( Read more... )

This has been the longest day of school known to man....i think i say that everyday...oh well...today is an exiting day...i now have enough money to pay my cell phone bill, insurance, and all that jazz...YAY ( Read more... )

I am going to see Showbread which is my favorite band of all time!!!....gosh i cant wait...this has been the longest day and its only 1:40... Drew is back from Philidelphia and i think hes gonna be at the show...i havent seen him in a really long time...i miss my friends from jc really bad because we use to hang out ALL the time like last summer... ( Read more... )

Copeland is playing in Winston Salem in like a month...I am DYING to go.....Do you wanna go Sarah?