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this is the Looooooooongest class on earth...im ok though...i just ate a Boberry biscuit from the gloriously delicious BoJANGLES.....me and aaron hung out and ate some fizzood before class, it was pretty fun..he is usually really uncomfortable around me but he is getting more open and its really funny. Today he called me a homosexual..hahaha...im ( Read more... )

my heart beats peculiar without you. Slower...and inconsistent. Ive had warmer days. Days filled with sunshine and laughter. ive saved all those memories for days like this. days where i cant hear your voice over the pouring rain... ive saved all of those smiles and tears of joy to open when i cant stand to lift my head off the floor... hoping ill ( Read more... )

hey..im at my friends dorm in Boone...its pretty cool over here...i wish i had a dorm..haha...its been really pretty today but its been really cold and windy..it feels like autumn or something..its made me feel completely depressed and it sucks...;) i like this computer..its the tits...i dont know what we are going to do tonight but this place is ( Read more... )

i havent really been updating much lately...i dont know why..i been busy or anything...i guess just lazy... It flooded newland like a week ago and then AGAIN today....but WAY worse...like our drive way doesnt exist anymore. I really wish i was allowed to see Sarah...i miss her SO bad... i dont think she or anyone else really knows how i feel about ( Read more... )

i dont know why i am so heart felt...that isnt a good thing...i dont mean it in like an arrogant way...i mean i throw my heart all over the place and into everything....and let everyone else slip in the blood....i let my friends treat me horribly..i put too much heart into them....i put too much heart into trying to get along with my sister and she ( Read more... )

i dont like who i am...im not interested in anything i once loved. im not interested in being around the people i love because they dont seem to be intersted in me. no one wants to even look in my eyes long enough to carry on a conversation. i dont belong here. i dont know where i belong but i really feel out of place anywhere i go. not socially ( Read more... )

Weeeee..i have a new journal...i despise the old one. it makes me feel like and idiot...so.anyway i just feel like this is a good time to start over with the journal and every thing with all the stuff that has happend lately so....Here it is niggas....