so iv started thinking about her again. its so weird, i thought i was over her. but everytime i see her picture i sigh an think about kissing her or holding her hand. its been about 6 years now an iv never forgotten about her. i should probz jus ask her out lol <3

Im in repair. Im welding in an eye and screwing in a leg. Iv almost finished mopping up the oil and im about to renew my insurance. The cracks in my wrist have healed up nicely and are slowly fading, just like the memories. I’ll be up and running soon. My bones may be cracked, but they only ache now when im upset. Iv tuned up my smile and my giggle ( Read more... )

Internet girls

Breath red fire flames

love

doesn’t exist.

It’s just cyberlust,

fake bodies and voices.

have you seen her

nex?

~tainted~

hurt

Speak.Slow.

Addictions and Rainbows

just don’t mix.

A and M

used to be close on the keyboard,

but now

M

is close to delete.

have you seen her

nex?

~tained~

keeps hurting

Speak.Slow.

Myspace is more
Mything

I remember watching the razor blade pierce and rip my skin for the first time. I sat in my room listening to Radiohead with the lights out. I had the razor in my right hand and my left wrist was out in front of me. The blood flowed down and around my forearm as I cried silently and made each new cut deeper than the one before.

A lot ( Read more... )

I got heartbreak in high definition ultra realism. I got sins and lies and God isn’t on my side. I got a waking dream full of whisky and suffocation. Im still not used to it. I got loose lips and scarred skin, but I ain’t no whore. I moisturize and say what you wont. This is something most people wont understand. But I don’t care; I just want it to ( Read more... )

Iv had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games. Iv grown tired of this place and salvation comes only in the irridate refuge of sleep. Iv come to the point where I only want to be awake and unafraid, asleep or dead.

I have a confession to make, im no fool but I don't have an alibis for where Iv been for the past two years. I don't ( Read more... )

A Rose bean for you, baby. from: ( Read more... )

"Far far away someone was weeping, but the world was sleeping, any dream will do."

i am weeping
the world is sleeping
my nightmares will not do,
and i want amy back

i don't want a boy,

i dont want a girl,

i dont want anything.

ugh.

She's going to be the Death of me.

Music evokes emotions. I relate certain songs with memories that have the same mood. And example would be like how when I hear the song “My Immortal” by Evenesance, I remember when I found out my grandpa died. Or when I hear “Wish You Were Here” by Pink Floyd, I remember the when I was in Kamloops with my ex and I wish we were together ( Read more... )