the real me

[dykestud]

well i did it, i made that call thats gonna get my mind back on the right track. i go see a shrink tomorrow, maybe she can help me to put my life back into perspective. i just feel so helpless or is it hopeless? the feeling i feel to hurt myself i havent felt that in a long time. i guess i thought i was over that,boy was i wrong. the feelings of

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[anteater]

i am here. i cannot give when you dont want to receive though.
you have to want to talk to me.. until you are ready to, i cannot do much more.. but i am always here for you.

miss you already.
thea

[dykestud]

thank you for everything. i know your there, it gives me strength just knowing that. soon i will be able to open up to you. please be patient.