you know how sometimes in your life when things just start to go your way something or someone has to get in your way and f*** everything up? well this is happening to me right now. my life was finally starting to pick up, i met this really great girl, and the greatest thing is that she likes me as much as i like her. my job is still very stressful ( Read more... )

i heard this poem by linda ellis that spoke to me and asked me the question that i am asking you today,"what are you doing with your dash?" i thought i would share the poem with you as it is very thought provoking ( Read more... )

i close my eyes and i can see the day we met just one moment and i knew your my best friend do anything for you weve gone so far and done so much and i feel like weve always been together right by my side thru thick and thin your the part of my life ill always remember the time has come its for the best i know it who could have guessed that you and ( Read more... )

well i did it, i made that call thats gonna get my mind back on the right track. i go see a shrink tomorrow, maybe she can help me to put my life back into perspective. i just feel so helpless or is it hopeless? the feeling i feel to hurt myself i havent felt that in a long time. i guess i thought i was over that,boy was i wrong. the feelings of ( Read more... )

i believe iv made a mistake. i told her exactly how i felt twords her. i know i needed to express my feelings but im not sure if i chose the right time. hell is there ever really a good time? well i guess its all for the best,cause holding it in was tearing me apart. now my feeling are out in the open. i dont want our friendship to change, but im ( Read more... )

how do you tell someone thats been a friend for years,that you want more than a friendship without messing up the great friendship you already have? well this is a question that has plagued my mind for months.i dont want to ruin what we have but in my heart i know i am just what she needs,only she dosent realize it.everyone tells me to be patient, ( Read more... )

well here i am again with so much on my mind.trying to sort thru the thoughts. if i ( Read more... )

well not much has changed in my life. i did buy a truck and drove it home from portland then drove it for two days before it broke down on me. well 600.00 later its still ( Read more... )

so many things have changed in my life in just the last two weeks. i went to oregon to visit anthea for her birthday. i had great fun,it was great to spend time with anthea as well as getting to know her other half trina. trina is a good hearted woman,and i know in time we will grow to be very good friends.i also met someone,but heres where it ( Read more... )

well im going to reno for a family reunion,should be tons of fun.megan is in ( Read more... )