missing him, damn it. He is texting me this minute with touchingly poetic declarations of his "like" for me on my cell. I am ignoring them, but not sure what to do. I don't want to be his play thing that he can torture, no matter how much I do enjoy his company. Maybe he just wants a ride from me. I just know know ( Read more... )

Ah, that murphies law thing again. It just makes me laugh. So In the past few days I've decided to be cellabate and very carefull, and not jump into anything, etc. etc. It def feels like the right thing to be doing. How many people have I turned down for sex in two days? THree. Yup. WTF? Two girls, and one guy. But no situation was what I ( Read more... )

I wish I could use myself this well, to propell myself in to a state of love and being in it. I'm just a vihicle for whoever decides they can get what they want through me. Fuck them. My sences are twisted and my snot has its hands wrapped around my head and I'm pissed off at that universe at the moment. I need a camera again. Opportunities ( Read more... )

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Big Island is all about the body, feeling it, knowing it, loving it, letting the connection between you and the earth sink deep within. This has been the most amazing weekend I've ever spent here. I'm sooooo full, like the moon was the other night. I have loved and been loved by many, and my back pack is full of phone numbers. I just want to ( Read more... )

The last few days I've been in a daze of other people's wealth and beauty. My nanny job working for the evil lady got canceled by her. I was pretty relieved. I got two compleatly different jobs, and they were both absolute cake. When I have to deal with the assholes, I seem to forget how good my job can be, when I'm dealing with nice people. ( Read more... )

Wellllllllllllllll. I'm 28 now. Old old person I am. Hold on, I just dropped my dentures. Oh, there they are. Under cat number 7. As a special birth day present to me, the Evil Step Mother canceled most of my sit. I have 5 hours tomorrow, (sat) and then I am done. That I can handle. Though I almost stangeld both boys this morning when ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, its Tad Taube. Google him and you just get pages and pages...

WTF!!!! Rant ensuing. Question: what do Uber-rich people do for fun while on vacation? Have crazy rich parties remenicent of some kind of psychedelic 60's trip with ordourves. Think up scale fuffyness with crazy lava lamps and silver and crab legs and Kenny G band and waiters that will bring you ANYTHING YOU WANT. Hello. Is this not a ( Read more... )

Well, we've had a good long run, and now I'd like to take a moment of silence for..... my camara. It died (I think) a little while ago. It may have been God trying to smite me, because the subject of my last shot was on the naughty side. Then I got a series of shots with black and red stripes all through them. I took it to the beach today, and ( Read more... )