What a long, long, long day. I can't believe all thats gone on has just been in the last 12 hours. I knew my trip to Puna was going to be busy, but had no idea it would go to these extreams.... I finished a busy week of FEMA-ing, which is tiring, going door to door in really hot weather, and hearing lots of people telling me they are just fine. ( Read more... )

BLack. Bleck, do do dooooo. My mind is just sticky goo, and i'm tired. Just found out, kind of late, that my collage app. and portfolio and all that stuff is due the beg. of February which is hardly any time at all. I may never be addmited because I have to take the GRE and my admittance is partially based on that. On me, passing an extensive ( Read more... )

Well, I thought the antibiotics I took did the trick, but whatever the head infection was that I had came back, and now it's much worse. I think I've had this same thing for two months now. Managed to get another doctors appt. for tuesday. But I'm getting kind of freaked out. Feel so bad I just start crying from the stress of it. Can't stop ( Read more... )

Yeahhhhhh. Yesterday I went to three different jobs. Started out with the paranoid, Swiss, never let my children out of my sight family, which put me in a horrible mood. Then I drove though horrible traffic, and met my Fema team leader Mary beth for a work meeting in Borders. I didn't know what to expect. Instead of a typical training, she ( Read more... )

I am a very good nanny, damn it. I've made over 400 bucks these past three days, and my parental units keep upping my hours on me. Now I'm doing several consecutive 12 hour days. Damn, and I got a strange looking sunburn today at the stupid Orchid hotel beach. It's not even a real beach, it's been bulldozed, and the sand imported to be all ( Read more... )

So that I will be employed longer. I unexpectedly started two jobs today. I am very tired. My fears about not being able to take care of kids are quelled however, as I soon discovered that it is far easier to care for children when you are being paid about $18.00 and hour, and when you are not trying to simutaniously be ammorous with the father ( Read more... )

Well, thank, I guess Pele that I just talked to my landlords Marie and Roy and they said they would go down on my rent from $1090.00 to $700.00 minus whatever I work off. To me thats still a lot, but it's more managable, and doesn't make me go into a panic attack just thinking about it. I went to Hilo for monday to interview for the care taker ( Read more... )

Well, I know I'm impatient, but this is not working, and I think I'm moving to Hilo. I wish it weren't true, but I just can't afford to live here. It's so damn expensive. I have to talk to my landlord. Problem is that my stress overload is once again translating into bizare badily problems. Last night my temp was 96. This morning it was 100.5 ( Read more... )

Damn I am sick. I think I've been sick for the last two months, but got so used to being sick that I forgot what it felt like to not be sick. I went in for my physical today to prove to my employer that I don't have TB, and she told me I had a bad sinus infection, and needed antibiotics, and that I was dreadfully allergic to VOG. I kind of ( Read more... )

I am so tired. As only a person who has packed her car to the "gills" driven to Hilo to do erands, driven to Wymea to work for 4 hours, and then driven to Kona to move into her new place can be. But its not that exhausted feeling I felt when I moved out of Kc. Not that bad, because I don't have that much stuff. I like not having to move dishes ( Read more... )