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I don't know how to deal with this. I can only see it getting harder before it gets easier. Remember that scene in the frighteners where Death or whatever he was reached through that dude's chest and squeezed his heart to kill him? That's the best comparison that comes to mind. Except there is no Death and i'm still alive. What am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when it's 5 in the morning and I can't sleep, I like to close my eyes and mentally travel back to some point in my childhood. Maybe I'll go back to when I was 9 and living in Maryland. When I open my eyes again, I'm back in my apartment, but I'm still 9 years old. Why am I bigger? Why is there hair on my face? I look in the mirror. That' ( Read more... )

Can't sleep. Sad.

Hey November, hurry.

Dear Chelcie,
Please stop telling the scary man who keeps coming in asking for the Britney Spears DVD that we'll order it. It doesn't exist! And he gets very mad every time I try to inform him of this. Please stop building up the scary man's hopes and leaving me to smash them to pieces.
-Dylan

I've seriously had the following conversation like 7 ( Read more... )

I have to say one more thing before I go to bed. When people (females 15-25) who aren't married refer to a friend as "hubby" or "wifey", it really gets under my skin.

Is that normal? Or should I set my sights on more important matters?

I just spent an hour deleting every entry in this journal. I tried just starting a new account,  but apparently Livejournal forces ads on its users now, so fuuuuuck that. I deleted the old entries because I wanted to start fresh..and because the old ones were really old. I did, however, hang on to a CLASSIC from Summer 2005. You can check it out ( Read more... )

i cant stand jesus freaks who seem to do nothing but lay guilt trips on those who aren't as committed(or obsessed) as they are. get a damn life. if God truly put you here to do NOTHING but kiss his ass, maybe you shouldn't be kissing his ass ( Read more... )