I think life can be boring, thank god mine isnt. I got lots i need to do and im not looking forward to this weekend. i mean i am but im not. just tired of a lot of things.

wow lots has happened in the last three weeks. People are work are drama lol. i dont care cause the 4 people i care for the most are ( Read more... )

I cant stop thinking. thinking thinking about jon, im falling inlove again. i want to be in his arms right now. god please help me. i dont know what to do. why do i have to feel like this ( Read more... )

Im back and here to stay. i think. wow I havent updated this thing in forever.Anywho, Im in a new realtionship but the difference is I am taking it slow. I dont want to fuck up anything. I get mad and annoyed at times with him but He makes me happy. I met Jon Burchill sometime in april but we started seeing eachother in JUly . so we have been ( Read more... )

okk so tell me why the fuck im home on a saturday night. oh yeah im broke as fuck and my so called boyfriend doesnt want to come over what the fuck. fuckk

hi everyone im back!!! lol i havent been on here in awhile. Everything is going well right now to say the least. Matt and i are back together but im going to take things slow and i well see what happens. christmas is coming up so fast. i got my haircut. i love it. i am still working and sometimes i go out. when im not out with friends im hanging ( Read more... )

yeah so nothing is really new with me. besides all the drama that comes into my fucking life. maybe somethings are my fault because i cant let go of something that will never happen. therefore im the idiot right? i dont know. i feel like i want to give matt another chance. decisions decisions....

Today is my brothers 29th birthday. cool i guess. i might hang out with him but we shall see ( Read more... )

Lets see my weekend was fun. I went to bamboo for my boss'es birthday party which was fun, i saw like three guys that i went to high school with wierd right? yeah anyways i drank a lot like usual. ive realized that i spent a lot of money on liquor this whole fucking summer. so im prob going to relax more and stay in a lot more because i want to ( Read more... )

let see a real update for a change. Nothing really new has happened but i will say this i have been going out a lot more and i when i do i feel happier in a way. but than again i feel empty still. ever get that feeling that you dont know who your friends are but you dont want to feel this way? i dont know i understand people change with age. i ( Read more... )