the worst thing you can do to a person is make them hate themselves

why does it make me feel so bad

is it wrong to want to talk to someone about their problems because you care.. it makes me feel so abandoned that she can't come to me

she knows more about me than anyone else i know

she is a good person.. she doesn't deserve anything bad in the world and here are my friends cracking mean jokes about her for the hell of it

this is why i hate life

how much respect is shown when a friend jokes about my sister sexually in front of both of us and tries to justify it.. to call me and can tell me "fuck you" because he's angry he was stripped of something.. it's insulting to her, and to me.. am i expected to laugh at the joke?

the world is so fucked up

depends on what your definition of beauty is

do i have bad luck? i know i deserve it but so does everyone else.. how come bad shit that has nothing to do with the situation still happen.. i'm starting to believe that there's a god.. you know what.. i bet if i were christian this shit wouldn't happen.. even if there isn't a god, or christ.. it still wouldn't happen.. life is beautiful ( Read more... )

this song completely owns me

bad decisions just make you hate life

it's 4am and my mom still is not home.. this isn't suprising but it still manages to terrify me.. just the fact that i have no way of knowing that she's safe.. she could be hurt or even dead and i wouldn't know until someone calls and tells me.. it terrifies me that it could have been my fault.. why does she do this to me

it is beautiful outside tonight.. with a full moon and a really clear sky.. i got to see carl and rob today and then watched swat with rob.. i value their friendship a lot.. and i can see one big difference with them from other friends.. i used to be really close with them.. we talked about and discussed things a lot.. i consider rob a best friend ( Read more... )