we live on front porches and swing life away...I've been laying in bed awake for over an hour now. my mind keeps playing the same scenarios over and over again, only this time i like them. i feel an odd sense of peace, mainly because a part of my life that was missing is back. my heart is just one giant jigsaw puzzle, you take one piece away for ( Read more... )

OMG BIFFLE'S HOME

i've only been here an hour and i already wanna run for the hills, or hobble whichever. i don't know what it is about being at my parents house but i hate feeling trapped and not being able to do the things i want. i wanna go home right the fuck now.

going to my parents house for a few which means i may not have internet :/

i went back to the emergency room today to find out that i'll need to have surgery on my leg. yep, if the swelling doesn't go down by monday they'll be cutting my leg open to relieve the pressure and get the blood flowing right again. all this because of one lousy fucking fall. now my family wants to kidnap me until i'm all healed up. fml.

i lost my faith...my leg is swollen three times its size right now and the pain is quite unbearable if i do say so myself. not too much has been going on as of lately, things have calmed down quite a bit in these parts. i think it's because some people are starting to grow up and realize drama is unnecessary, note how i say SOME people. apparently ( Read more... )

i fell yesterday chasing a cat, sounds pretty harmless. it's not, i went to the emergency room and it turns out i shattered my knee and now i'm on crutches for the next month. high fucking five

i have bronchitis, again! i just found out today when i went in for my follow up, also i have really high calcium levels, whatever the hell that means for me. friday i have to go in for an MRI of my back, yep my back is fucking up once more only this time my doctor is opting for an operation. that's gonna be a bit debilitating but i supposed it's ( Read more... )

i'm so hyperactive right now it's insane, why is this? well it's simply because i have not taken my meds since last night. now this wasn't on purpose, it was simply because my mom decided i should sleep over and ryan didn't wanna bring my collection of pills over because there's not enough gas in the car. needless to say i'm freaking out and i ( Read more... )

NOBODY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT BIG FOOT!