i woke up sick today, so sick i haven't been able to get out of bed until just now. i do have good news though, ryan and i are getting our own place within the next couple of months. we already know where we're going to move to which is so awesome. we're moving into a house! i'm so excited. i wish i wasn't sick right now or i'd probably have so ( Read more... )

i'd like to go hobo hunting in nyc, just thought i'd throw that out there before anything. i couldn't make it to my observation hours today for class which sucked but eh what can you do. i need a pack of smokes and a job. i'll update more later.

everyone should update more, including myself

i can't seem to fall asleep. my mind's on turbo right now and all i wanna do is lay here in bed and write. so that's what i shall do. tomorrow's a twelve hour day, i'll leave the house in the morning for therapy and then off to school until night time. 9a.m-9:30p.m. i want it to be wednesday already though. that's when i'm going down to the tattoo ( Read more... )

i feel really good this week, why you may ask. well by one night of bravery that involved me gathering the guts to hit the send button on a message i'm regaining a very important part of my life back. that part is having my best friend back, the one person i can breakdown in front and she knows why and what to say. it's been a while since i felt ( Read more... )

this financial situation can blow me.

i just realized how bizarre it is that he gets out on the anniversary of a fallen friendship. wow, life's fucked up.

i still remember all the nicknames. caveman lovin' on maker hair girl. the janitor and his escalade who secretly worked for my mother. it seems to me there are way more good memories than bad. i think i'll focus on the good.

i remember the day we lit a carboard on fire and ran like hell thinking the cops where after us. even better, the day we ratted out the girl for spraypainting and never got a reward. i'm still waiting for that $500 bucks.

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