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I disgust myself..
I can't stop fucking shovelling. it. down. -
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quizzy
I AM -
[ ] anorexic
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] starving yourself
[ ] participating in a fast
PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[ ] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
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The only freedom left
Is the freedom to starve. -
darnit, calories!
i'm so glad today has come, so i can put everything from yesterday behind me.
i think that sometimes i forget how lucky i am. every day is a new chance, a new start to make things happen, and life is a total fucking gift. i'm gonna keep that in mind from now on. there are so many people out there who die of cancer, heart disease, old age, anything ( Read more... ) -
bloop
Had a pretty high cal day today, and that sucks total balls, but I promised myself I wouldn't count calories or complain/worry about food today. It was my best friend's birthday party, and I am so fucking happy for her! :) My day's been pretty rad. I thought about a lot of things and I'm ready for a bit of change, starting today.
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<3
Happy birthday, J.
Youll probably never know how rad I think you are, how fucking much I admire and respect you for going through what you go through, how awesome I feel when I hear you laugh, and how much I just fucking love you. I really do. Hope you're having a good one and see you soon. :) -
worries...
Dude, I could totally hear my parents talking about me a second ago. It's got me really paranoid. I think they were either talking about how im not eating enough, how I am extremely inactive, or how I need to cut my bangs really badly. Either way, I'm concerned. Bad times. :/ I just started liking the way things were heading...
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<3
summer has come and past
the innocent can never last
wake me up, when september ends..
ring out the bells again;
like we did when spring began.
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again, falling from the stars.
drenched in my pain again - becoming who we are.
as my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost:
wake me up when ( Read more... )
