I've been over at MySpace.. That site is ever so fun... Ya'll should go there and sign up and hit me up!! ;) This is mine http://www.myspace.com/n_love go check it out!! I've met so many great people there and met up with some old friends...!! Luvist yall mucho grande!! Mwah!!

For the past few weeks everywhere that I have been, I've felt out of place... And its not only because of the people I was with... Something just wasn't right....... Well anyways, I hung out with someone new today.. It's the first time I hung out with her and it worked.. I had a good time, and I felt like I was part of everything for once, Instead ( Read more... )

June 30th... MY B-DAY!! Finally 18!!! SO HAPPY!!! I have a pretty good day... Started out bad, but it got better!! Chrissie and Aly couldn’t come out.. So I was kinda bummed! Aly was helping Krista, and Chrissie got stuck baby sitting her sisters... Mike didn’t end up coming out to camp either... Really there wasn’t much of a point for him to only ( Read more... )

Saturday June 25thWell I did it... Graduation is over!! I graduated with high honors!! So far I got $350... but $140 of it is already spent on my digital camera!! I fricken love the thing!!... anyways ( Read more... )

Well for the next two weeks I will be out at camp!! Im in cabin 32 if anyone wants to come out for a few hours! That would be totally sweet.... Since there is hardley any service out there just leave me a message and I'll call you when I come back into town... Which will be like every few days because of work.... So its not like I'm dissapering for ( Read more... )

I sit alone, a dark theater ( Read more... )

Sitting out on the ledge again... contemplating life as of late... looking down I can see that life still goes on... The sun is out again, it warms my skin... the sound is that of the trees rustling in the breeze... Two butterflies play on the tall grass of the meadow... puff balls dance a merry dance across the fields... as the breeze picks up ( Read more... )

Upset as hell..... my nerves are completely shot.... to much excitement for 2weeks... I was freed, I (dare I say it) Loved, and I lost.... Ahhh... *huge sigh ( Read more... )

I feel so free!! So much burden has been lifted... compleatly taken away! I have been SO happy today!! And it's such a GOOD THING!! I feel like a different person... I am HAPPY... and not just gleeful like I have been latly but I mean TRUELY HAPPY!! Words don't do it justice! I'm just bursting today! I feel like me... who I really am and want to be ( Read more... )

The past few days have been both absolutly amazing and at the same time living hell... but no longer am I in hell! Hanging out with some people (Chrissie, Aly, Rose, Pete, Josh) has been wicked fun!! Cept everytime I would have fun SOMEONE would go and ruin it. Said I was the one to blame for everything, I should not want to be with others besides ( Read more... )