Did you ever notice that the wierdest shit hits you, affects you, warps your fucking mind, a colour a thought a movie a picture, some days even a sound. Then all tha you have is forgotten, all that you are is gone, and whats left? Most days not enough, most days ( Read more... )

I got to drive a dump truck around all day on Friday.

I work, i'm not dead yet, and i keep going thats about it people, not much else besides work and existance. Though i swear somedays that fate, live the universe is trying to get me, i haven't dropped yet, maybe next time. Later

hey, whoever happens to read this nonsense, had a fairly un interesting weekend, had a picninc today, and spent way to much money on the interent, i should really not allow myself to shop on it, i just buy stuff that i think i want. The park is filled with people right now, well not so much people as stuff, squads and such, apparently there was a ( Read more... )

found 20 dollars while cleaning trash at work, decided the twenty has to go to something frivoulous not sure what yet, went to doctor boring. work is fine, eaier job than the club, fewer tips, less hours, oh well, slightly bette rpay if they ever decide to pay me, later

I love summer its warm sunny and the weather is beautiful even if it is only spring, i like ahving a job again.
I hate summer its a time of lack of social contact for me, too much work, and it tends to be depressing.
I tell only the truth even when the truth contradicts itself. I tell only the truth even when the truth is a lie. I do not lie.

got a job, tired, back hurts, and i dont get paid for another three weeks. oh well i am working now, which means in theory i will get money eventually, later all.

how goes it? Trying to make reality work for me, yeah sure, have a few prospects that i am hoping work for me, but who knows, still in therapy, haven't done enough to find out whether or not it works, so yeah sure, gonna keep waking up in the morningand going through the whole routine, maybe it will work out righ one of these days
later

Hi all, i ain't dead yet, none of you is that lucky. Not much in the way of changes, maybe, kinda sorta, who knows. Might be getting a job soon. i am in therapy, goody goody, apparently my therepist thinks i am depressed, who knew. so i now get to go talk about my problems feelings etc. once a week, it make sme feel crazy to be tlaking to a ( Read more... )

long week, not talking about it, if you dont know ask ( Read more... )