-
Starting again.
Intake today, approx 389 cuz mum was like, "LET'S GO GET FOOD! HURR DURR." FML, angst angst angst, yaddah yaddah.
Oh well, sushi and a peach. Coulda done worse.
I'm gonna start workin' my ass off to get down to 140 or lower. I'm close to one of my long term weights of 135. Close as in, 20 pounds away. Le sigh. Oh well. -
The reverse happened of what I wanted. All over the place.
Where to even start. Well, okay, with the weight ( Read more... ) -
156.8.
No successful days of fasting since last week bc stupid me decided to eat ice cream today (just finished throwing most of that up, btw. Couldn't handle it, mentally or physically.) and ate a quesadilla yesterday cuz mum's a cunt. Day before, I ate like 2000 calories (WTF DYZ) and... Yeah. You get the idea. I've been not eating much, but still no ( Read more... ) -
day 2
Stomach's growling and I'm beat from all the Adderall and emotional fatigue. But I'm good. 158.4. I didn't know I would get this low for quite some time.
I don't think I'm going to eat again for a little while longer. -
cuz i was bored, i did that retarded survey. better than eating. duh.
Age: is just a fucking number ( Read more... ) -
Day 1
Didn't go too well, but didn't go too bad. I couldn't fast the whole day, due to the massive migraine that I wound up vomiting because of. So, total consumed today ( Read more... ) -
update on life
I weight 163. I'm a size 9. I've lost 40 pounds since freshman year. And eating is grossing me out. Now that the ED shit is out of the way ( Read more... ) -
Two stones down, two stones to go, two stones to go again.
Listened to the song 4st 7lbs. Doesn't have the same impact in British measurements for we Americans, but that equals 63 lbs. I wish I could weigh that little ( Read more... ) -
Might do a fasting day.
So this morning, I woke up feeling like shit. And somewhere in the process of waking up, I fell back asleep for nearly an hour and was late for school. So I didn't have breakfast, I didn't have coffee, I realized I had a bunch of nightmares or otherwise uncomfortable dreams, and then I went into the bathroom first period and realized I had started ( Read more... )