We went to the fucking Chinese buffet. I didn't binge on foods I shouldn't have, but I still had a lot of food. Even if it was all veggies and seafood and a bit of soup. Like, you know the sort of shit they put in there to make you fat other than just what they need to? Seriously! Augh. So now I have to go do like another 200 situps to come ( Read more... )

I had two bananas today. Because my mum won't buy potassium pills for me and my muscles KILL from plyos. So, I need to eat these things ( Read more... )

It sucks though, because there WILL be popcorn. Which we all know is the devil ( Read more... )

Yesterday was prolly another over 1000 lost cause, because I had the munchies then went travelling with mum. *sighs*

Today's calorie count's at 160ish. Granted, I just woke up.
So I'll go make a pot of coffee and drink some of that to kill cravings.
Yeah. John might be coming over { I hope, I hope } and I... need to go take a shower if he is. lol.
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FUCK YOU, Ninety Nine, and your FUCKING iceberg bleu double wedge fucking salad! GOD DAMN IT. *sighs ( Read more... )

This one's more sing-songy. I guess. lol.

This is the last night til
Perfection
P-E-R-F-E-C-T --
Is what I want to be.
It's my goal
It's my life
It's right there;
It's in my sight.
It's going to be one last hellish night til
Perfection
Is what I want to be.

Don't laugh at my goals,
Don't listen to what they say.
Maybe it's not good or right but
It's my way.
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Total consumption since last post;
Coffee times three; 15 cals.
2 stalks of celery; dude, does it even matter? Like, three calories a piece or something ridiculous like that? It'll burn itself off, basically.
Green tea with splenda; 0 cals, I do believe.

Also, 100 situps, and like 35 arm workout-y things.

OH, so here's my silly little anorexia techno ( Read more... )

I ate a little more for breakfast than I wanted to, about 110 calories for yogurt, and I ate my lunch of almonds early { 115 calories }, but then I had the dreaded plyos during gym. Which flat out kicked my ass and I guarentee burned off everything I ate this morning. So I allowed myself a few bites of salad { estimated 80 calories? }. And that's ( Read more... )

Height: aprox. 5'10"
Weight: aprox. 170 lbs.
Waist: 35.75 inches.
Hips: 41 inches.
Bust: 38.5 inches.
Calves: 16.25 inches.
Thighs: aprox. 24 inches.
Arms: 12.5-ish.

Stereotypical model stats:
Height: between 5'7" and 5'11"
Weight: 108-125 lbs.
Waist: 23-26 inches.
Hips: 34-35 inches.
Bust: 32-34 inches.

Meaning I have to lose:
Weight: 55 lbs
Waist: 9.75 inches.
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The thing about me is that I'm a habitually angry person. And since I am angry, I get hyperagressive, but I can't do anything with it, so I get huge amounts of useless rage built up inside of me ( Read more... )