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Oh man, I might be in trouble
After coming to the decision that I really need to stop sleeping with Jeremy I am on the quest for a man again. I am only going to end up hurt if I keep being intimate with him. We are good friends now but he will never love me. With his background I'm not sure if he can love anyone. I have been chatting almost non stop for three days with a lovely ( Read more... ) -
Lil bit heartbroken
This summer has been a real learning experience but I don't feel I have learned anything. This week I finally realized I was being played by a guy I really liked. Nate on paper is everything I would want and he talked a really good game. I don't understand why a guy would intentionally be cruel and fuck with women's hearts and minds. There must be ( Read more... ) -
Dirty Vancouver Man (DVM)
His name is actually Don and he first contacted me back when I joined my plus size dating site. He goes by the name Jimmy Nerdron and he had looked at my profile so I commented about his name. We exchanged emails for a bit and then he just disappeared, not unusual apparently. Last night out of the blue he sends an email it had been a long time and ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
This is why I never got involved in romance and men before, the stress is killing me. I have found a guy I really like and he seems to like me too. He said we will go slow but it has been two days since our first date. We did email today but it was just casual stuff. And nothing was mentioned about a second date. Stressing about what I could have ( Read more... ) -
Long time no post
November to be exact. Man my life is turning into a chapter of 5 Night Stand. I started the internet dating world with Greg and I thought I found the guy who was everything I wanted. He didn't feel the same, I asked him if he wanted to meet in person. He blocked me and that hurt. So now I'm flirting up a storm and sending naughty pics. It's fun to ( Read more... ) -
So much drama
So after 15 years here there is a good chance they are closing my office. I've bitched constantly about this place but I get very teary about the thought of change. If they do then I can try to find another job in the company or take a severance package. It would suck either way. I may not seem the type but I prayed before bed for some guidance ( Read more... ) -
It's days like this
I miss the Cools, you would understand. I went to see One Day and I may be in the minority but I liked it. The problem with it is in the book's hook, one day every year for 20+ years. They have to fill in too much and you don't get to really know Dex and Em. On the other end I really like the chemistry between Jim and Anne, he kind of made me melt ( Read more... ) -
Kian cracks me up
Kian: Auntie, how come you don't have a husband?
Me: I don't want one right now.
Kian: Do you want a wife like Daddy?
Me: Umm...no.
Sunday I'm starting on what I like to call Project 100. I know I have at least one cousin's wedding and my 20th class reunion next summer. I am going to try my best to get 100 pounds off before these events. I may stumble ( Read more... ) -
Dreams
I need to get a book of analyzing dreams. I keep dreaming over the years about my first job as a hostess. I can't keep up with seating the parties and my boss is screaming at me. He was a douche. I even have dreams I'm an operator taking calls in one of the back booths! This place closed in 94 and I never went back after I left. That and I keep ( Read more... )
