and btw comparing people too matt is probably one of the best things you can do honestly. he was someone who had your heart so why not try too find someone else that can do what he did for you? theres nothing with wrong that.
that's exactly how i've come to feel about it. so what if i'm comparing? if i loved him, than that's what i love.
i do know one thing, and that's that i love lena. & i hear you're dating that matt nasland man! how's that going? well, better yet, give me a call & tell me.
dude. when i get back home, i'm knocking on your red door. & maybe we'll bake something. i haven't talked to you in forever. & thank you for always talking to me when i had all my problems, as stupid as they were back then. i ♥ you, matt.
You should come back to washington! And hun a year is no where near close to being long enough for you to heal. I agree with Jenna you may never but you shouldn't be afraid to talk about it. You have been one of the strongest people I know because you're seriously beautiful inside and out and you have guts to be able to smile all the time still. Just don't ever change! You're one of the few that can light up a room. We all hate problems but it makes things easier when you vent. Even if you have to write it down instead of talk.
i SHOULD come back to washington. asappppp!! you've always been amazingly supportive nicole, amazingly via livejournal. when i get home, we're going to get amazingly drunk & bitch about how amazingly stupid people are. i know you'll have alot to say, & i'm living in nc, where the standard for intelligence seems to be just a few points under par.
we all make mistakes, you dont need to fix yourself we love you!! but i know how that can be its hard for me to talk about how i feel. dont be sorry for mourning jessikuh, like you took/take it better then most have or would. hella strong.
and fuck that boy. idiot.
rah. at least you can learn from your mistakes. ha thats what ive been doing just looking at the positives in the negatives.
you can come back here now, its neutral now!! spring in the northwest mang.
ps-you dont ever need to get over matt. and you shouldnt. hardships only make you stronger and you are so strong. besides we can all admit to comparing future boys/girls to "the ex" remember the convo we had about it. it always comes to the ex cuz like they;re the one. just remember you are one of the coolest most amazing girls ive ever met. i miss your crazy fun antics.
thank. you. laura. i swear, when i do something slightly out of the ordinary (make strange noises, etc..) every one's like, what's wrong with jessica? i miss you so much!
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i do know one thing, and that's that i love lena. & i hear you're dating that matt nasland man! how's that going? well, better yet, give me a call & tell me.
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you and nikki should three way call me tomorrow!!!!
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You're a beautiful person.
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do you live in CAMPO BASSO!?
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but i know how that can be its hard for me to talk about how i feel.
dont be sorry for mourning jessikuh, like you took/take it better then most have or would.
hella strong.
and fuck that boy.
idiot.
rah.
at least you can learn from your mistakes.
ha thats what ive been doing just looking at the positives in the negatives.
you can come back here now,
its neutral now!!
spring in the northwest mang.
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thats the best part about you!!!
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