north carolina is intense. & intense definitely isn't always a good thing ( Read more... )

i'mmmmm coming back. in two months. to liveeeee.

north carolina was alright, for a bit. but i'm doooone. it will have been like a 6 month vacation.

but i got a job. & i like it! i'm a server at a turkish restaraunt. helllllla good food.

i'll see you all in two months! =]

i'm a leavin' for norrrrth caroooooolina in two weeks.  fo' lyfe.

alright, not for life, because i don't know if i can handle that much nc.

but for at least two years.

soooooo, get your fill of jessikuh while you still can!

sooooooooooooooooo i'm in north carolina.  i'm a comin' home tomorra'.  i've thoroughly enjoyed my stay here though ( Read more... )

galdamnit!   it's two, but i can't sleep at all.  & all of the great shows like roseanne are over.  so i'm looking online at apartments in seattle, and planning my life in a year.

i'm going to live in something like this: http://seattle.craigslist.org/apa/143873352.html

& furnish it with
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oh my lord. i have a new life goal. to become a suicide girl. whewwww. i have never seen anything so sexual, but fun. ohhh the excitement!

OH MY GAH. i need to do something with my hair. i'm getting so restless!

i'm restless with everything right now.

oh good lord!  i can't ever seem to fall asleep at a good time, any more.  the cat meowing in heat, or whathaveyou, outside my window is certainly not helping.

WHAT IS ON TV?!  besides infomercials.  and some man who lost his wallet in '67 and just got it returned.  what news!!  now they are reporting on a grilled cheese eating contest.  ohh, cnn ( Read more... )

oh dear jesus. i have to be at work in six hours.

i'm going to start cycling soon! whoooop mormons & their independent study P.E.

=]

"matt and i are back together. once again, i think things are going to be different. ...i really really do. i love him enough to try and make it work, again. and if i get hurt, then so be it, i will. it happens ( Read more... )