I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know why but I'm losing trust in everything I do lately. I used to think I was worth it.. now its more along the lines of worthless. Why am i feeling so insecure and why can't i just learn to trust. GRRRRRRRRRRR.
If I dont feel like going out and spending way too much money on alcohol, train rides, post drinking fast food and cab rides home for one night that i probably wont remember the next day anyway. I'm just a little over these things
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