you know.....if she wouldnt have been there last night it probably would have been a lot more fun. but fuck her. at least i was drunk. I just wish the rest of the night would have gone as well as earlier in the evening.

i'm sick of having no one to talk to. I need to talk to someone.....they dont even have to listen. I need to just say what i'm thinking....what I've been thinking. I still cant believe what is going on.. brianne and mike. I am still shocked at their utter disregard for me.....for the friendships I had with both of them. I'm not saying 'fuck ( Read more... )

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this evening I went downtown to go see Dennis Kucinich speak. it wasnt a very long speech, (he had a television interview directly after his appearance) but it was great nonetheless. I went with my friend Graham....another intensly liberal friend of mine ( Read more... )

I am going to meet my birthmom in 5 days ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while so I figured now would be a better time than never ( Read more... )

sometimes I just like to rant on and on about previous drug experiances....the good things I've learned, as well as the bad. although the bad always turns into good somehow ( Read more... )

another thing...just a thought...

I am as right or as wrong with my beliefs as anyone or any group of people. you all cant be right, and neither can I. its all fucking guess work.

and sunny, dont feel fucking sorry for my beliefs. there is nothing to be sorry about. if you want to go to church and do whatever it is you do to celebrate your ( Read more... )

I dont like getting into the discussion of religion with people, because I always end up being the bad guy for my beliefs. even if it's just condescending subtlety...its almost always there. I have only met two people who truly accept my beliefs. Brianne, and Blue. EVERYONE else I have talked to about it has always ALWAYS forced thier beliefs ( Read more... )