yesterday was my first birthday in five years that I have been with jessica on. I went over to her place for a little bit last night....and it was all i really wanted to do anyway. sometimes i wish i could go out and meet new people and try and forget about her......but something is telling me to not ever let this go no matter what.....and i ( Read more... )

not that too many people care.....but I have almost finished up my album.....my masterpiece. I know i have said that a dozen times and shit, i'll probably end up saying it again. however....not too much will change as far as the songs go. I decided to add a song....it fits the mood and tone of the album really well. I've been working on this ( Read more... )

what i am trying to do with my music is making me lose my mind.
i dont know what to do. its killing me.

I love it up at the studio. I've been sleeping there the past week straight.....it just feels like home. everyone there feels like family and we all treat each other as such. I have my own room up there now....my own bed. its a very comfortable bed, too. a standard day for me up there entails getting up at a modest hour, working out in the ( Read more... )

I picked up a copy of "pet sounds" by the beach boys last week, and its the only CD I've been listening to ever since. brian wilson is a fucking genious ( Read more... )

I graduated on thursday......it was a relief, because, well, frankly I didnt know I was going to graduate for sure until 12:30 in the afternoon that day. oh well. I graduated at least ( Read more... )

I think I am definately going to go to Lollapalooza up in Auburn in July.......Broken Social Scene is playing.....

http://v4.livegate.net/e9ine/e9ine%20-%20different%20as%20autumn.mp3

if anyone has time they should download that and tell me what they think....
thank you very much

today was a mixed blessing ( Read more... )

i got a lot done today; i'm encouraged by that, as i have much more work left to do ( Read more... )