I hated my spring break! I sat around my apartment staring at the walls waiting for school to start back up. How sad is that shit. Waiting for classes to resume. God what is going to happen to me once I finish with school? Man oh man. Idle time drives me fucking nuts ( Read more... )

I walked into this fellow student dorm room the other day. I was attempting to borrow a Red Hot Chilli Peppers DVD from him. The first thing I noticed about his room was all his pornographic pictures he had on the wall. Some of girls looked as if they were teenagers. I got a very creepy vibe. He had little notes scribbled on the posters exhibiting ( Read more... )

I'm staring out the window wondering what the hell I'm going to do after college. Almost four fucking years of this and I still don't know. Shit. A teacher remarked to me five months ago that I may just come out of college with a better understanding of literature. So I will end up being an over-educated fry cook at McDonalds. bummer. Hell perhaps ( Read more... )

Today is a dreary day with drizzle and grew clouds. All my comrads in Santa Fe are out with thier girlfriends or boyfriends. I'm at school sitting all alone with a Notre Game. I hate football. I'm so fucking lonely that I'm watching Football. I miss my girlfriend very much. Next week I should be able to afford a plane ticket to Seattle. That is all ( Read more... )

The doldrum is back from his long adventure of ups and downs mostly ups Thanks to my lovely girlfriend Jacinthe. I was only back in Rapid City for three weeks and then I was off again back to Santa Fe to attend the IAIA summer film program. Spent six weeks working my film and fighting the brat packs accusations of me being a down right weasle. Not ( Read more... )

Fuck you! Yeah you. You sensitive bitches. I saw the light. Fuck all of you. Laughing at last. Fuck you cause Satan sucks. Fuck you and your silly antedotes and Odes to Ozzy Osborne. HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

(thats my heavy metal song)

Trevor Powell would love it I just know it.

Got to go.

Dug

On July 22, 2005 at 6:30 p.m. you are invited to attend the premier screenings of six short films written and directed, and edited by talent, emerging , film makers attending the 2005 Institute of American Indian Arts Summer Film and Television Workshop. The screening will be held at the IAIA library and Technology Center ( Read more... )

A few hours ago I talked with my teacher about my life before I started school at IAIA. I told him about the drugs that I use to take and the kids I knew who died. He was rather suprised to hear that I was into meth. The moment I started to talk with him I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. It was then I realized the self hatred I felt for myself ( Read more... )

I will be heading to Hydaburg Alaska on July 24th after this film program is over. I'm so excited about the journey. I will not be back to Rapid City till Christmas.
The film program is going well. I'm almost done with my film which is a great relief. I should our film.

Alright I got to go.

THE DOLDRUM

So I've been back in SODAK for a week now. I've been too reflective on the past to care for the moment at hand. Wishing to be back with my girlfriend. Wishing so hard that I got to leave Rapid City again. I miss her so much ( Read more... )