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Here I am sitting in a rather big office and using a I completely have no idea how to use it Mac OS. It feels different this time sitting in here, a sense of happiness with a touch of fear in me. I am not really sure if I'll be able to uphold the duties of this position neither can I see myself being in this family. Maybe it's just me, I probably ( Read more... )

did we lose our mind and lose our way while trying too hard to keep our secret safe?

Finding harder to relate things to others about how I feel recently, especially when it comes to x. All possible communication channels cant be the channel that I'll be able to freely express my emotions. It feels everyone's being supportive of poo. Jac and Willie ( Read more... )

Decided to pick up this space and start posting again, have been away on a haitus for a long time. I never fails to amaze myself when I looked back at my past entires and see how much I was able to write back then. These days, writer block became almost like a routine, especially when I had to work on my 2500words essay. Somehow rather, I can seems ( Read more... )

Birthday post will  be up soon when I've uploaded all the pictures. This year, the birthday was celebrated with a whole roller coaster ride of emotions. It climb up and it slide down to the lowest as well. Whatever it is, Happy Belated Birthday Eileen ( Read more... )

birthday approaching in less than 3 days time, another year of life has passed. looking back this one year, i've regretted much, so much so that this year my birthday wish 's to  have clock turned back and allow me to stop growing, continue the mundane life i once lead.

lets hope life as a 22 year old adults brings me somewhere better (:

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Finally a changed in the layout but i really h8 the font size cos its kinda HUGE.

I guess today's the I-dont-feel-good-about-myself day. Cant stand looking into the mirror and look at my hideous face. So big so fat so HUGE !! >:c and the permed hair makes it worst. Seriously hope its all just me being paranoid. Regret doing the hair much. I wanna ( Read more... )

I gave you the trust, take it. Dont ever lie and break this trust cos I 'll never give a second chance.

Nothing much in life worth updating. In all I hate school and work!
But I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS very much <3

Recently I've learnt to see who are the true friends and who aint. Thank You to those who are.

just so you know,

i do not need a moutain of wealth and love from you,
but just you walking forward alongside with me is enough.

TIRED!

Im really tired mentally and physically, I need a break and a good rest.
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I wanna stop working & I wanna stop studying. I just wanna REST REST REST REST !!!!!!!!!!!