so success is my new word this year, i have successfully quit smoking cigarettes, i have succesfully started a new semester FULL TIME, and i have successfully- awe fuck it im just trying to do better with everything. im trying to be healthier inside and out, i have made it a goal to get my AA and go to japan, and im working on a great new year with ( Read more... )

so this month has been extremely motivating, i have ran into so many old friends and old boyfriends i havent seen in years, its surprisingly cool that after so long we could all still get along and with no awkaward silence!!! im getting ready for the holidays- starting to save up my money for some really good presents i have in mind for my family ( Read more... )

i havent been on this shit for so long ( Read more... )

well its been almost 3 months without my best friend. you know the saying you dont know what you have till its gone, well its actually quite opposite from that- i know i had a person that i loved to hang out with and have lots of fun- and now he's gone. i find myself struggling through my thoughts because i dont guidance and his soothing answers to ( Read more... )

so it will be my 3rd day at the Hard Rock Store. cant say i enjoy getting out of work at 2 Am. but the money is good, and the people are nice. just wish i would be happy...

so i just passed my one year and chris's birthday on the 15th and 16th. there was some ups and downs, but still we made the best of it. We got a hotel room for 2 days at the Hard Rock. I have to say the best time was when it was just me and him alone together playing in the pool and going down the water slide. i played texas holdem and i ended up ( Read more... )

so to start off the new year, its been a rough few weeks, but to top it off, saturday the 15th of january, i was told i had to be at work at 4, but really i had to be at work at 2, my manager called my mom, i had my phone off for 2 hours, when i turned my phone back on, my voicemail box was full of people looking for me, including derek which was ( Read more... )

to some up this week starting with tuesday. I went to broward mall with my boyfriend chris to shop, i had ran into my friend Alex, who ive known since i was in 4th grade, the drummer of almost all my brothers bands, his dad was the one who taught me how to surf, his sister has cut my hair before, i can't even count how many shows i have been to ( Read more... )

so today im chillin with leah, doobie, and chris. i missed leahso much.i havent spent a lot of time with her lately.anyways im straight ill'n. much love.
elise

well i can't sleep, so its gonna be another beautiful sunrise. My moms in new york for the rest of the weekend till monday. I have school tomorow at 8:00. Stressfull day but i can't complain with the house to me and chris ( Read more... )