OK THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM SAYING THIS SO LISTEN UP, PUNKS.

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hey people, i got a new journal so add that one and delete this one

___the_truth

<33 lzzy

i hate everyone. fuck miami. i dont need fucking ppl not picking up the phone when i wana chill and expecting me to pick up when they call and be there when they need me. FUCK YOU I DONT FUCKING NEED YOU. YOU ARE ALL FUCKING SELL OUTS. i dont care about your fucking excuses so dont even tell me ( Read more... )

so, i just attended my jcc reunion..oh my god everyone got FATTER. hah! it was awkward and i didnt really recognize anyone. stacey didnt show >:( oh well, i hung out with my mom ( Read more... )

i wish he was in love with me. i wish he felt half of what i do. i wish he'd let me know if it were true. i wish me leaving might be harder for him. i wish he would call me ( Read more... )

ok tonight was weird. nothing weird happened, i just felt weird and i dont think its safe. i told myself after closely examining my newly forming beer belly that i needed to refrain from drinking for at least one night. i felt wierd all night..day, even. i dont know. i felt like i didnt want to be awake, but i also did not want to be asleep. it ( Read more... )

so last night i had a bit of an episode..not really. i went to bougies super excited bc i was meeting alot of cool people and then they all ditched me to go drink in a golf course. so i called kristina and kristy and they were really moody about it so eventually i just said fuck it bc they didnt want to be there anyway. but when i first got to ( Read more... )

i think for the rest of my life im going to be the kind of person that makes everything seem 10 times worse in my head. anytihng that goes wrong with osmetihng that i care about becomes a disaster in my head. i think that is mainly due to my extreme insecurities..but also to the fact that thats just the kind of person i am. everything seems so ( Read more... )

ok so today i HAVE to go prom dress shopping. leave a comment and tell me where to shop.

count out bloomies and macy's and yeah. so gime more.

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im really glad i went those days without talking to todd...im slowly getting over him and i think i have the will power to pick and choose when to pick up when he calls me instead of always being available to talk..not like playing games matters now ( Read more... )